Okay so, FML I can't believe my luck. The one time I think I might have a chance with the guy I like something goes and screws it all up. Like having a gorgeous best friend. I mean don't get me wrong I love her to pieces but she's giorgeous and has like the nicest person ever, and Obviously the guy I like, likes her I can just tell. It pisses me off so much, because I actually like him a lot. FUCK.
It seems to me that spring is a crappy month for love, and at the same time it's not. I fucking hate love and I agree with what a close friend of mine once said 'When we take over the world, we shall abolish love, just completely get rid of it.' I miss the good old days where dating wasn't an issue and the biggest concern was your friends. Not that my friends are like top priority but now I have guys taking up part of that. FUCK I HATE IT.
On a happier note, I'm going to the 'Believer's Never Die Part Deux' tour in three days. I'm excited, I'll be soooo close to All Time Low, Cobra Starship and Hey Monday! I'm really freaking excited. Plus it'll take my mind off of boys and other stupid things, as well as the heart surgery my grandfather is having the same day.
I don't know what to do about this boy problem, there's probably nothing if he likes my best friend. I guess I'll just have to wait until I can talk to one of my other friends, since they give the best advice.
I also HIGHLY recomend that you download the song 'Weightless' by All Time Low, it's amazing.
I wouldn't say it's a crappy SEASON for love... If things keep going the way they're going, things could turn out rather well for me... :3
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