Oh my god, I can't believe the events of today. Okay that's a lie, I can totally understand it, it's not something I didn't expect.
I dropped my math class, since it's not the course I wanted to take. Honestly there's not much more to it than that. I didn't think that putting the huge amount of effort into that for no reason was a valuable way to spend my time when I can put that into Radio, something I want a career in. The station needs the extra vet to help get everything done.
So one of my friends, and for their sake and mine, they shall remain nameless, she wasn't happy with my choice to drop the class. She says it was just my laziness and that every time something gets too hard I just give up.
In my opinion the class wasn't that hard, I probably could have passed, but it's not what I wanted to take.
In all honesty if I was lazy I wouldn't be in radio, I couldn't be. If I gave up every time things got too hard I wouldn't have stuck with math last year and then taken it again in summer school, I wouldn't have stayed friends with her, and I think most importantly of all I would have killed myself several times.
Sure I can be lazy sometimes, but if we're talking lazy I think she takes the cake. If something isn't within her direct reach without moving she'll make someone else do it, among other things.
Now that I've started with the topic of her, she's given up on more than half of the things she's tried, I just felt the need to mention that.
It seems to me she finds things about me, that are truly major flaws in herself and exagerates them, Right now as we speak we're fighting via twitter, and it just getting me so upset, I don't want to be like this anymore. I knew our friendship wasn't the greatest she was manipulative and centered around her.
I'm pretty much in tears over all of this and I just want to stop enough to enjoy my favorite band be the crazy guys they are on much music.
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