So my other blog is being dumb so I'm going to rant here instead.
Bear with me.
I really fucking HATE the couples that date for like two months and start saying they're in love, sure once it a blue moon it might actually be true but in life you're more than likely the rule not the exception. It takes more that knowing someone for a few months to know if you're in love with them.
In my experience and with every conversation I've had about love, you have to know everything about a person, even the things that they've been hiding, you have to know their past and be completely okay with that.
In most cases you have to completely hate someone before you can love them, because as a great friend of mine once said, the two are nearly interchangeable.
Love doesn't happen in three months especially when you're 16. It's fine with me if that's what you think but my opinion will stay the same.
Most of the stories you hear about teens falling in love so fast so young are the ones who end up in abusive relationships, or murdered on 48 hours mysteries.
I'm sorry to rant again, but I'm just tired of EVERYONE around me falling in love in like 30 seconds. It's just not real.
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Monday, May 17, 2010
Hopefully this one works, I'm tired of running around the internet to keep people from finding things I may not want them to know, I'm not going to lie a lot of me wanting a semi-private blog is keep from hurting people.
I can be quite nasty and/or offensive when it strikes me and I don't want people to be hurt by the words I say.
The simple solution would be not to say those things, but that defeats the purpose of me having a blog/journal online.
Of course now I assume you're all thinking then why don't I just not blog, to which I say that I've explained this in previous posts, but to summarize again, it's a better release then hand writing it and have it sit in my room haunting me. Once it in a blog its out there to end up where it may.
I can be quite nasty and/or offensive when it strikes me and I don't want people to be hurt by the words I say.
The simple solution would be not to say those things, but that defeats the purpose of me having a blog/journal online.
Of course now I assume you're all thinking then why don't I just not blog, to which I say that I've explained this in previous posts, but to summarize again, it's a better release then hand writing it and have it sit in my room haunting me. Once it in a blog its out there to end up where it may.
>X(
It's been almost a month since I last posted here, but it's come to my attention I need to find a new fucking blog site. Yeah, thanks, fucking twitter >X( well then I'm off to find another website to be my whiny little self.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Changing Places; I want to live life from a new perspective.
So I'm moving,
not like houses or anything but blogs.
I'll still use this for some of my photo shop projects, but that's not the same blog.
I'm switching over to a different website. I'm not posting a link or the name or anything, because to me having people reading my blog defeats the purpose, because then I start censoring myself and holding things back.
I'll attempt to post here semi-regularily, but I'm sure I won't have much to say. Not that I've had much to say recently, I seem to recall my last post being about food.
It's for the best. Plus not many people really care.
I'm like 99.9 % sure Katie's the only one who reads this anyway.
not like houses or anything but blogs.
I'll still use this for some of my photo shop projects, but that's not the same blog.
I'm switching over to a different website. I'm not posting a link or the name or anything, because to me having people reading my blog defeats the purpose, because then I start censoring myself and holding things back.
I'll attempt to post here semi-regularily, but I'm sure I won't have much to say. Not that I've had much to say recently, I seem to recall my last post being about food.
It's for the best. Plus not many people really care.
I'm like 99.9 % sure Katie's the only one who reads this anyway.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
FOOOOOOOOOOOD!
I'm so tired lately. Like I honestly can't function fully just because I'm yawning all the time and stuff.
YAY! I'm getting lunch soon! I'm excited the last time I bought lunch it was from the Chip Truck, it was amazing, and disgusting at the same time. As far as fast food goes it's fresh and healthier than most of the other places around here, but it's just so greasy.
But I'm going to SubWay!! I'm so excited I've been craving it for a few days, even if I had it on the weekend. I'm also excited for my rather yummy dinner tonight, even if it is leftovers.
Enough about food...
okay I think of anything but food at the moment, but I'm still kinda hungry, so it explains a lot.
I also had cookies for breakfast thanks to Rowan, but I'm off to get my lunch, even if it's only like 10.
YAY! I'm getting lunch soon! I'm excited the last time I bought lunch it was from the Chip Truck, it was amazing, and disgusting at the same time. As far as fast food goes it's fresh and healthier than most of the other places around here, but it's just so greasy.
But I'm going to SubWay!! I'm so excited I've been craving it for a few days, even if I had it on the weekend. I'm also excited for my rather yummy dinner tonight, even if it is leftovers.
Enough about food...
okay I think of anything but food at the moment, but I'm still kinda hungry, so it explains a lot.
I also had cookies for breakfast thanks to Rowan, but I'm off to get my lunch, even if it's only like 10.
Friday, April 9, 2010
So if you, you peel away the skin You'll find the strong survive they can't always win, You won't see me drown when I Sink or Swim
Today sucked ASS, like as far as days go this has been the worse in a long time. Like it was so bad I cried! I never cry, and I fucking did in front of all most of the Radio kids and Rose.
Rose got shitty news from Admin at school.
He can only bring in six kids from KCVI next semester. Out of all the vets from KC he can only bring back kids with four credits or less. Rose is looking into Chase and Brittney since they came from other schools which apparently means that KC isn't their home school.
Which means as far as things look right now, It's just Alison and I that can't get back in, and she's not even sure if she wants to come back.
I fucking hate this, It's like I've been kicked out of my house or something, actually worse, since I don't think I'd be this upset if my mom kicked me out.
It's just not fair like the principal just doesn't get that not letting us come back is keeping the kids who care about the station the most from it, I work so fucking hard there just to be told I can't come back. It's all because of enrollment being down, teachers are being fired and Rose has to bring in 20 kids, 14 of which CAN'T be from KC.
She's making him do this because she need to raise the numbers of kids from outside of the school. The higher that number the more funding we can get from the government.
I'm not allowed back first semester because some greedy bitch wants more money.
On the bright side, there aren't any restrictions on second semester YET, but the school would have it's funding by then.
I have some other better news but I'm sworn to secrecy which pisses me off to know end.
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On a brighter note, Hedley last night was awesome, two hours of Hedley! it was like 'beautiful insanity' ( sorry I had to use one of their lyrics). It was just fantastic, I love Jacob Hoggard and his stage presence so much. I can't wait to see them again.
Boys Like Girls weren't bad, actually they were pretty good, but I can't say I liked their newer stuff any more than I did on their album.
Stereos were much better than I gave them credit for, they're also super nice. I may be having an interview with them sometime.
Fefe Dobson, was hilarious, she sucked to be honest and the pant-things she was wearing made it look like she had balls. But man her bassist Steve was hot.
Rose got shitty news from Admin at school.
He can only bring in six kids from KCVI next semester. Out of all the vets from KC he can only bring back kids with four credits or less. Rose is looking into Chase and Brittney since they came from other schools which apparently means that KC isn't their home school.
Which means as far as things look right now, It's just Alison and I that can't get back in, and she's not even sure if she wants to come back.
I fucking hate this, It's like I've been kicked out of my house or something, actually worse, since I don't think I'd be this upset if my mom kicked me out.
It's just not fair like the principal just doesn't get that not letting us come back is keeping the kids who care about the station the most from it, I work so fucking hard there just to be told I can't come back. It's all because of enrollment being down, teachers are being fired and Rose has to bring in 20 kids, 14 of which CAN'T be from KC.
She's making him do this because she need to raise the numbers of kids from outside of the school. The higher that number the more funding we can get from the government.
I'm not allowed back first semester because some greedy bitch wants more money.
On the bright side, there aren't any restrictions on second semester YET, but the school would have it's funding by then.
I have some other better news but I'm sworn to secrecy which pisses me off to know end.
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On a brighter note, Hedley last night was awesome, two hours of Hedley! it was like 'beautiful insanity' ( sorry I had to use one of their lyrics). It was just fantastic, I love Jacob Hoggard and his stage presence so much. I can't wait to see them again.
Boys Like Girls weren't bad, actually they were pretty good, but I can't say I liked their newer stuff any more than I did on their album.
Stereos were much better than I gave them credit for, they're also super nice. I may be having an interview with them sometime.
Fefe Dobson, was hilarious, she sucked to be honest and the pant-things she was wearing made it look like she had balls. But man her bassist Steve was hot.
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